It has been some time since I last wrote. I have been trying to figure out what to do with my life and with my lack of love life. I am just really trying to figure out what it is I really I mean REALLY want. In life, a man and a career. My head hurts and i am tired of thinking. Mickey is getting on my last nerves and I am just at my wits. My tire on my truck blew out and i had to get it fix, Tim helped me with that and I was and am grateful. However I am I not sure what we are. Like a friend, or boyfriend that at this time I don't have passion for. Isn't that sad? I don't have a real passion for him. And not sure if he has it for me.