Today

I prayed last night for strength with my Pastor, Pastor Bryan E Crute of Destiny Metropolitan Worship and I felt so much better and was very prepared for my interview that I had this morning with Home Depot. People I ask that you continue to pray for me, as I have another interview with the census today and one tomorrow with Great Clips. If you didn't know by now, I am a person about my business, and will do whatever I need to to get the job done.

Let us pray

I am praying for new beginnings and strength. I am praying that the lord hears me and understands my request. Knowing that they are not meant to be selfish and knowing that I wouldn't ask for something that I haven't tried to get on my own before. So let us pray....

I am ...

To be honest, I don't know what I am right now. My feelings are all over the place and I am just here. I have never felt like this before. Somewhat lost....well not so much lost, but just there without much use. Did you know that looking for a job is just like having one? I spending about eight hours a day looking online for a job and then I do have to do homework. It is just a lot. The one thing that is keeping me from going insane is that I do have GOD. But what I don't have are those that pretended to be interested or those that pretended to care. And that is what makes me standoffish from certain people. Once I had told a few people that I lost my job, the phone calls stopped...isn't that something? Should I be surprised? Naw, not really.. I just roll on and say that is a bunch of tom foolery if you ask me. So such as life.

On the grind again

I am on the hunt again for a job. It sucks, but it is a blessing. The blessing is that I will not have to deal with those crazy people anymore. When certain people have power given to them, they get drunk with it and lose their minds. I am going to school for Leadership and know that that is not how you treat people. Personal feelings are to stay away from the work place. But I am not going to let this get me down. I have God on my side and will keep him there.