To be honest, I don't know what I am right now. My feelings are all over the place and I am just here. I have never felt like this before. Somewhat lost....well not so much lost, but just there without much use. Did you know that looking for a job is just like having one? I spending about eight hours a day looking online for a job and then I do have to do homework. It is just a lot. The one thing that is keeping me from going insane is that I do have GOD. But what I don't have are those that pretended to be interested or those that pretended to care. And that is what makes me standoffish from certain people. Once I had told a few people that I lost my job, the phone calls stopped...isn't that something? Should I be surprised? Naw, not really.. I just roll on and say that is a bunch of tom foolery if you ask me. So such as life.
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