I am not afraid to tell you that....

I am not afraid to tell you that…


I have cried myself to sleep many of times
I am saved but God is still working on me
I have loved someone before that didn’t love me back the way I thought they should
I have wished I was someone else
I can be very bitchy and loud
I can be standoffish if you are different from me
I think like a man at times when it comes to relationships and maybe that is why I am single
I have been a fool in love before and stayed a little longer than I needed too
I am a damn good friend, but don’t turn on me, cause it will never be the same again.
I would marry for money, why not?
I am not perfect, but sometimes expect you to be, so it will balance out

Pretty much when it boils down to it, I am not afraid to tell you that I am just a woman trying to find herself and prince charming all in one. Yet I am afraid that when he sees this, well, he may not know how to accept me.

I am not afraid to tell you that, you have to either love all of me or none of me at all.

What is important to you

Have you ever sat done and wondered what was really important to you? People, places or things, are these ringing a bell? Can you live without a certain item over a person? Or can you live without going to a certain place over your sanity?

Many times we make choices that may not make sense at the time we do them or are even down right stupid. Yet you do them and are suppose to learn from them.

But what happens when you don't learn the lesson that you are suppose to?

When it comes to people, do you value them more than what you have to offer yourself?

People always say they can motivate you and want you to follow what they believe. Well what will you believe? Do you believe in yourself enough to know when you are not being treated right? Do you have to follow someone else word in order to get a clue?
Granted I have been there and done that, so I am not sitting on my high horse and judging anyone.

Just sharing my thoughts with you and getting feedback.

I have been wrong before.

But let me ask you this, how many times have you looked to someone else for help before you look within yourself? How much money has been shelled out to those that say they can help you with your inner peace? Or showing you the way to follow something that wasn't really important at all?

People, place or thing....
Have you ever moved somewhere to get away from something or someone? Thinking that you will escape whatever it is that is bothering you are disturbing your peace? I have, hell I have done it couple of times. Did it help, maybe. But it was important to me to find me again.

But I'm just talking.

What was important to me was to follow what I believed in. I believed in me more than anyone else did and that was why I ask this question to you all...

What is important to you?

Person, place or things?

Lastly I have been ask over and over again why am I single?
Well that is a loaded question. Kinda like the question why do people cheat? Why is the sky blue? I don't know. You would have to ask my ex's why they are not with me. I can tell you why I am not with them. Because they weren't ready.
Maybe they weren't ready for me and who I am really. I am not perfect, but I am no ones fool either.
They say a man will only do what a woman allows them to do, yet if I allow you not to hurt me and treat me like hell, then guess what, I am alone for that reason.
But that also goes with anyone. Friends, family members and so on.
So what is important to me?

Me.

32 at is finest

On July 8th 1978 at 3:27pm, Shawnta Cherice Turner was born and brought into the world by God and her parents for the world to embrace, love and enjoy her gifts and talents.

I am blessed in so many ways, and I can't begin to tell you what God has done for me. All jokes aside, I know my ways, writing topics are not holy, but they are what I write about and God has given me this talent and this mind, and I will use it as I know how. I am grateful for my fans, friends and family.

32 has never looked this good, felt this good and been this blessed!

Thank you lord for making 32 a great year for me!