What a Night

I met some very interesting people at the Mayors Ball and I felt really good about it. I am so tired as of right now and need pray. I need pray because I am still looking for a full time gig until my books start selling the way they should. I will be writing on them all next week and week after next to get them ready to go into production to be out in March 2010. That is my goal and I am sticking to it. No half stepping on this and no more excuses. I have already told people and now, I have to be true to my word. I want to succeed in making things better for me by any means necessary.

WOW

I have met someone, but I am not sure if there is a whole bunch of possibilities. So I guess it will be another hot friend, that is just there.

This weekend I have a great opportunity to be around the elite of Atlanta, and I am excited.

Bitting my Tongue

I know it has been awhile since I have last said anything. I have been learning to bit my tongue. Some days it is easier than others, but since I am one that has not really ever been ready to do it, it is hard. Being in the South has been something of a experience. Not one that I didn't expect, but one I am defiantly looking at as a Different world. People are not as friendly as I would think they should be and yes, there are many clicks here. I think it is worse then a Sorority. I am so serious when I say, where I work, I am just out done with how some people will talk to you just any kind of way, just because they feel you can. Yet when it is done to them, heaven forbid.

But in the same breathe, I choose to be here and God put me in that job for a reason. This is my test that God is putting me thru. Making sure that I keep my faith in him and trust that he will make a way. Pray for me.

It has been some time since I last wrote. I have been trying to figure out what to do with my life and with my lack of love life. I am just really trying to figure out what it is I really I mean REALLY want. In life, a man and a career. My head hurts and i am tired of thinking. Mickey is getting on my last nerves and I am just at my wits. My tire on my truck blew out and i had to get it fix, Tim helped me with that and I was and am grateful. However I am I not sure what we are. Like a friend, or boyfriend that at this time I don't have passion for. Isn't that sad? I don't have a real passion for him. And not sure if he has it for me.

Good Question

Ok people, I have another poll....How do you turn a hoe into a housewife/househusband? I say it is a mind set of the other person or give them what the crave to keep them from wondering. What do you think? I want to hear from both genders please.

New Morning

Good morning world! I had a great time speed walking this morning and then I feel pretty good. About to go shopping for some shirts and accessories. I am greatful to have another day for God to bless me and take care of me. No one does it like him.

I am still working

Now that training is done, I still have a job to come back to and I am happy about that. I have been proposed too over the weekend and another has told me thank you for loving them the way I do and praying for them all the time. I went to see Joel Olsteen Last night and I am just so happy that I was able to have that experience. I am so blessed for the people that are suppose to be in my life and how things have turned out for me in the long run.

OOOOWeee!

Training is kicking my butt! I am just thinking that I am going to get it and then BAM! Something new comes around. And then I am in a training with a gang of chicks and they are clicky. I can't stand it! I just have to pray and breathe. Cause right now, I am so stressed. I don't want to lose this job. I want to get it. Pray for me

The last week of not working

I have been taking time to myself, worring at times when I shouldn't have and then coming back knowing that my faith would bring me thru this. And it has. Now that I will start my new journey and new career, hoping to make a grand impression and a stable life in Atlanta, all that is missing is my help mate. Someone that I can talk to at all ours of the day if need be or just lay ans say nothing with. This week is the Bronner Bros Hair show and Next week is Joel Olsteen. Then I go to MN to see my loved ones and have a blast. God is good

I got the job!

He has been working in my favor and I feel so great about it! Thank the lord for what he has been doing for me! For all the prays and support, thank you from the bottom of my heart! I start work on Aug 18th and I can't wait! School is also going great. Still getting all A's and that is also a blessing as well. So for right now, that is all I got.

I am coming out of this

In church today, taught by our paster Bryan E Crute, he was telling us about how to overcome some of lifes battles. And there were five steps that he used to prove his point.
Step 1: Recognize who the enemy is.
Step 2: Talk to God about your situation
Step 3: Admitting your inadequacy
Step 4: Rely on God's Resources
Step 5: Thank God in Advance.

Two of my favorite passages in this message.

Then he said, "This is God's message.."Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, says the Lord Almighty--you will succeed because of my spirit." Zechariah 4:6

"You won't need to fight in this battle. Just stand strong in your place, and you will see the Lord save you." 2 Chronicles 20:17

If you want to know more of what I learned today, please feel free to ask.

Be blessed and talk with you soon.

It's the First of the Month!

Hey everyone! I ran today for 30 mins and feel great! I am cleansing my system and ready to get it back rocking. So what is new with everyone? I am feeling like I need to get out and about today, so I might do that. Gotta check the funds first.

I am excited!

I had my third interview that followed up from the face to face interview yesterday with the temp place at 1:00pm, the 4pm phone interview with the actual company and then today was the face to face at 4pm. It went very well and I also had a great workout this morning that lasted about an hour. Tomorrow starts my hard core diet and workout regiment. I have one month to lose ten pounds or more, and I am sure I will do it. Can't wait. So give me your thoughts on anything you feel. Talk with you soon.

One down, One to go

I had a great first interview with Aerotex and now I am about to go to another on at 1:00pm. I am excited and have my power suit on. Then I am going to get a cheesecake brownie. Yummy! It has been raining on and off today, and it brings a nice calmness about the state. Traffic is horrible, but if you take your time, it gets better.

What to do today??

Well Good Morning All my wonderful people! Yesterday was somewhat eventful. I worked out yesterday and went to the post office, got my toes done and came home and chilled. I got a call from another temp agency and I have an interview tomorrow. Looking forward to that very much. Pray for me. Today, I will not workout, but will clean house, and wash a load of clothes, thank God for my own washer and dryer. Mickey is somewhere playing with one of my hair accessories across the hard wood floors. As long as she is not trying to bite me, I am good. She has been acting out lately, snapping at me and what have you and I don't like it. Could it be she needs me to find a job as well so she can have some space? Crazy thought, but oh well. I am her master and she will have to deal with it.

New Day a New Prayer

Good Morning all! I slept pretty good and hope that you all did as well. Tomorrow marks the day that I have been in Atlanta for three months. And I have loved it so far. Yet not working has kinda got me on edge. I am praying every day and every night to be able to work soon. Watching Mickey, my cat, get use to things and messing with me every chance she gets. Every day my job search agents send me an email on what they think I can do, so don't get me wrong; there is work out there, but real people are not going the scanning. It is computers. What is the point of having a human resource department if they are not the ones looking at the applications? I think that is very crazy. And wonder who do I speak with about it.
Give me your thoughts people. What has been the longest you have been out of work, by choice or not?

Today's Jobs status

What is the point of getting a degree from college if no one will hire you because of it? Why would you interview someone knowing that they are already over qualified for the job? However why would you want to hire someone that you would have to spend more money on and more time training? It seems unfair that I would have to dumb down my resume just to get any type of job to stay a float. Is this really fair?