I woke up today pondering what has been going on in the last month. It has almost been 30 days since I last felt my heart beat faster than it had in two years. And right now, I feel nothing. Don't get me wrong, I am alive and certain things do still make me smile, but something is still on my heart that won't let go.
What would it take to feel that feeling again? What would it take to be numb and not worry about it again? Praying helps, yet the feelings steam from that too.
Have you ever prayed for someone unselfishly and never understood why them? Why would you pray for them and not ones before?
At last I ask myself, what is it going to take to get my heart back beating the way it did less than 30 days ago?
I shall wait, and ponder that today.
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