So I am thinking about what has happened over these past couple of weeks. And I still have some unanswered questions from loved ones in my life. Question like, how could you leave me when you said you never would? How could you say you loved me when your action show otherwise? What did I do to you to make you feel like it was ok to hurt me in anyway?
I ask these questions because my heart hurts, and I can't seem to understand why it keeps going on with friends, family and those that I love. Funny, I have been known to give great advice in the past, but it doesn't seem to work for me. So I just listen and take it all in and self evaluate.
The success I have created for myself has become lonely, and yet I wonder, if I were just a regular person, or maybe just a statistic, would things be different for me. I have been told that I intimidate most, and that is why I am single. I have been told that I am too nice, and that is why people take advantage...SO what so I really do? Become evil? Become a Statistic, become that one chick that will do any and everything to get people to love her, like her and stay?
Naw, I can't do that. My Pride, and my Ego, will not let me.
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